All I can say my dear friends and family, is Praise God! For He Is Worthy!
All the times I have doubted, All the times I have cried in fear, or in anguish felt helpless, I now think back on and feel ashamed that I ever doubted my God who is the maker of HEAVEN and EARTH and yet he cares for the sparrow and knows every grain of sand, and every strand of hair on my head. Praise Him!
Since leaving my dear homeland of Oklahoma now 5 weeks ago, God has proven Himself Faithful and Amazing, time and time and time again!
After being here for a few weeks looking for and applying for jobs, Timothy still had not found anything. I was just getting to the point of being very anxious when God gave him a job.
Through these last few weeks, we have as a family been able to spend most of our time together and that in itself has been worth not having a job. I now realise that God had that planned in His timing of provision, because we needed to be renewed and refreshed in eachother & in the Lord! Every day God is grinding, whittling, and shaping away at our lives personally and in our marriage, making us more and more into the image and display that He desires for us to be. A picture of Christ and His bride the true Church of God.
Psalm 66 puts into words the song in my heart, when I didn't know what to write.
"Make Glorious His Praise" "16. Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul."
Psalm 66
1 Make a joyful noise unto God, all ye lands:
2 Sing forth the honour of his name: make his praise glorious.
3 Say unto God, How terrible art thou in thy works! through the greatness of thy power shall thine enemies submit themselves unto thee.
4 All the earth shall worship thee, and shall sing unto thee; they shall sing to thy name. Selah.
5 Come and see the works of God: he is terrible in his doing toward the children of men.
6 He turned the sea into dry land: they went through the flood on foot: there did we rejoice in him.
7 He ruleth by his power for ever; his eyes behold the nations: let not the rebellious exalt themselves. Selah.
8 O bless our God, ye people, and make the voice of his praise to be heard:
9 Which holdeth our soul in life, and suffereth not our feet to be moved.
10 For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried.
11 Thou broughtest us into the net; thou laidst affliction upon our loins.
12 Thou hast caused men to ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water: but thou broughtest us out into a wealthy place.
13 I will go into thy house with burnt offerings: I will pay thee my vows,
14 Which my lips have uttered, and my mouth hath spoken, when I was in trouble.
15 I will offer unto thee burnt sacrifices of fatlings, with the incense of rams; I will offer bullocks with goats. Selah.
16 Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.
17 I cried unto him with my mouth, and he was extolled with my tongue.
18 If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me:
19 But verily God hath heard me; he hath attended to the voice of my prayer.
20 Blessed be God, which hath not turned away my prayer, nor his mercy from me.